After our amazing 100% fertilization report, it all went south. Saturday I got a call, not from the lab, but from Dr. Amin. From my previous experience, I knew this wasn't good. Apparently on day five we had ZERO embryo's good enough to biopsy, but three that could potentially make it on day six.
My heart broke. Again.
On one hand I am SO glad we used all of our eggs, on the other hand, why does this keep happening!?
Dr. Amin called Sunday, and she let know that we had ONE 5AA (I've never had a 5AA!), and that was all. Ironically, I had been praying for (at least) ONE (normal) 5AA all week! I even had it written in my kitchen so I would remember to pray about it when I saw it! See...
We had to make a decision to test or not to test, to do another cycle to get more to test, or just transfer it. I really wish my cycle was aligned because I would have just had them put it right in!
I talked to C about it. He just wants to transfer it. I'm not going to lie and say I'm excited. I'm scared to death! The thought of going through this again, not knowing if its even normal and we could miscarry... again... terrify's me. But, we are going to transfer it next cycle, say a prayer and cross our fingers.
All we were praying for was one healthy baby from this. Could this be THE ONE!?!?
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PRAYING! Our Lord & Savior I pray this is the one. I pray this is the plan you have for her to complete her family. Lord, we also know your timing is awesome and you are all powerful. Lord you will be done. In Jesus name - Amen <3
Oh no! I just came back to check on you and was sad to read about the lone embryo! It sounds like a PERFECT EMBRYO though! I wish you tons of luck next cycle!!!!!
Praying for you and hoping for a great outcome!
Kimberly, thank you thank you for your uplifting prayer! You made me tear up! ❤️
I know, very disappointing, but I guess the Lord is really challenging me to step out in faith! My son Maximus keeps saying, 'my sister is coming mommy.' I am praying for his faith.
Thank you! So am I! :)
Love this. Praying. He is so so able. ❤️
Really enjoyed your blog. I'm 2dp5dt. We have been at this for 4 years with no baby and unexplained infertility. I've had 2 iui, 2 fresh ivf, and this will be our 4th fet. Weve been with Dr Acacio in OC, the military RE at Balboa and are now woth Garzo in La Jolla. We too have lots of babies waiting for us on the other side. Praying we both find sweet babies in our arms in our near future! Thanks for writing so honestly, it made me feel less alone. I've had too hard of a time putting pen to paper with my journey. Blessings!
Amen! I love your comment! Thank you for this reminder, I am sealing it in my heart! ❤️
I am so glad you found me and I am so so sorry for all of your heart break! This is not fun, this not fair. I just have to believe that He does have a purpose and this can be used for His glory! I pray pray pray, this is it for you! ❤️ In Jesus Name!
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