Sunday, November 8, 2015

Tears

im sitting here alone. In tears.

Last night was so painful. I had the miscarriage.

It is labor with no happy ending.

My stomach is still sore. My heart still aches.

Having two losses, only makes me long for a baby more, yet terrified to try again. Could I even handle it?

My heart is broken, my womb is empty.

My tears are silent prayers. He is listening.

Trust.

God has a plan.

2 comments:

Kimberly Taylor said...

God does have a plan. I am praying for you! Remember those bible verses <3

Anonymous said...

I am so so sorry for your loss. I stumbled upon your blog while researching natural supplements for PCOS on Google, and read 2 years back! I'm also a thin cyster TTC for almost a year now. Unfortunately I experienced a missed m/c at 8 weeks, after getting pregnant with puregon shots. I know how hard it is to go through so much just to get pregnant and then to have your heart broken in one second. My heart is still aching, but I have hope and faith and I know I will be a mother one day. Take your time to cry and heal, your miracle is just around the corner.

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