This week, had been going great. I was filled with joy, hope and peace knowing that my belly was getting bigger, my boobs with getting more sore, fatigue was kicking in especially in the evenings and I was really embracing this pregnancy. It came crashing down today.
We went for my 6 week ultrasound and there was no sac. We lost the baby. I had red blood (that stopped quickly each time), last Thursday, Saurday and yesterday after Barre class, dark red blood. It was old blood and I likely passed the sac.
When the doctor couldn't find the sac, he gave us his condolences and gave us some time. We both cried. It is very hard to see my husband with tears. We loved this baby.
I am sad, my heart breaks, but I have comfort knowing the Lord has greater plans for us. I have peace knowing that this was His way of taking care of something not chromosomally right. Jesus needed this baby more than us and we have one little one to welcome us home when the time comes. I'm going to take some time to mourn. This just makes me all the more greatful and thankful for the two miracles I do have. God is [still] good.
Prayers welcomed. God bless.