|IF Quote of the Day|
We transferred our top quality embryo (out of 5) which was graded 4AA. It looked perfect on paper, but it wasn't meant to be. It just goes to show you that quality does not mean everything!
Here is how the rest are graded...
3AB (day 5)
4AB (day 6)
4AB (day 6)
3 BB (day6)
So, obviously grading does not really matter here. My "perfect" embryo wasn't so perfect.
This week I had been feeling horrible, run down, head aches, and exhausted. I think my body is going in some type of hormonal shift after being on so many synthetic hormones. I know this is not good for me. I know I do not want to keep doing this over and over. It is emotionally and physically taxing.
A few days after my miscarriage, I started taking pregnitude again to hopefully help my hormones and yesterday I started a little vegan cleanse (with lots of green smoothies, raw nuts and seeds, and salads) to detox my body from all these hormones. I already am feeling better today, thank goodness!
To think about doing this more than one more time is stressing me out. These hormones are torture. Honestly, if it were up to me, I would transfer the top two... I just need to convince my husband and my doctor. For blast transfers they recommend transferring one embryo at a time if you are 35 or under.
The likely hood that both would take is slim! But, if we did have twins again, we already have two of everything! Decisions, decisions.... hmmmm!!!
FAITH FAITH FAITH... I know I need to have faith and pray seriously about this! I want to start praying about what embro(s) to put in. I want to do this right!
I would LOVE your opinions! What would YOU do?
ICLW: If you are stopping by for ICLW, thank you! A little background... We were blessed with miracle twin boys via IVF and rescue ICSI after 3 1/2 years of TTC. We again, haven't prevented pregnancy for the last almost three years with no luck. We went through IVF again last December and I had to freeze everything because of OHSS. FET #1 was a BFP, but I miscarried at 6 weeks. Now awaiting FET#2! :)