Sorry for the delay, I've been processing all that happened!
After our amazing 100% fertilization report, it all went south. Saturday I got a call, not from the lab, but from Dr. Amin. From my previous experience, I knew this wasn't good. Apparently on day five we had ZERO embryo's good enough to biopsy, but three that could potentially make it on day six.
My heart broke. Again.
On one hand I am SO glad we used all of our eggs, on the other hand, why does this keep happening!?
Dr. Amin called Sunday, and she let know that we had ONE 5AA (I've never had a 5AA!), and that was all. Ironically, I had been praying for (at least) ONE (normal) 5AA all week! I even had it written in my kitchen so I would remember to pray about it when I saw it! See...
We had to make a decision to test or not to test, to do another cycle to get more to test, or just transfer it. I really wish my cycle was aligned because I would have just had them put it right in!
I talked to C about it. He just wants to transfer it. I'm not going to lie and say I'm excited. I'm scared to death! The thought of going through this again, not knowing if its even normal and we could miscarry... again... terrify's me. But, we are going to transfer it next cycle, say a prayer and cross our fingers.
All we were praying for was one healthy baby from this. Could this be THE ONE!?!?