The estrogen is kicking my butt! I've been exhausted and getting random headaches the last few days since upping my patches from two to four. This usually doesn't happen. Usually I feel great, but then crash from all the hormones after a cycle is OVER.
Other than that, I have been TRING to stay busy and not think about this process to try to guard my heart from more heart break, but man is that hard! I can't wait until lining check, next Wednesday! I can't wait until transfer day!! I can't wait to symptom spot (please God let this little one be it!)!
I am ALSO planning a trip, just in case, for July or August, to Greece, Italy or somewhere in Europe! Not purchasing, just researching. Traveling is in my blood, I love it! I love to explore the world and all the different cultures. We will be taking the boys too. They LOVE to travel too! Also, we are planning to visit my cousin next summer of 2017 in the Philippines. She is a missionary there and I plan to take the family to help her on the mission field!
So, yes, I, no WE, desperately want this baby who is on our hearts, this baby that I felt God laid on our hearts. Maximus just today asked for a baby sister again! We so want our little 5AA, but I am also planning on our future as a complete family of four!