And THANK YOU to all of you leaving kind, supportive comments and cheering my lil embies on! I sincerely appreciate it! This is such a difficult thing to have happen, but we are still holding onto hope!
EMBY... the only way to find out if there is a fertilization problem is in the petri-dish, unfortunately. I had a feeling that this might be the problem when we were going through IUI cycles, and I knew we would find when/if we did IVF. My husband calls me a "hypochondriac." But, for some reason, my intuition is usually correct.
A recap of the past year...
January... find out my uterine septum is back for the second time, via office hysteroscopy
February... surgery #2 to remove the uterine septum. Balloon put in my uterus for 2 weeks.
March... balloon comes out, uterus still healing. Office hysteroscopy, Uterus cleared, septum gone!
April... TTC on our own, BFN
May...Follistim/IUI #3. Great cycle, ovulate 6 eggs... BFN
June... devastated, DH and I decide maybe kids aren't in our future. Break from IF treatments and blogging.
July... TTC on our own.
August...TTC on our own, celebrate anniversary #3 in Kauai, talk about IVF??
Sept... Met new RE Dr. R, loved him! He wanted us to do clomid
Oct.. period never came, tired of waiting... On to IVF!
Dec... Stims, ER, ET, BETA!
And now here we are.... After another "amazing cycle" (God, I'm tired of RE's telling me that!), barely hanging onto rescue ICSI'd embryo's. Tomorrow's the big day, Day 5 (6) Embryo Transfer. We have to be there tomorrow at 630 am for transfer of one (I'm going to ask for two) embryo's.
Prayer is what is keeping me strong through this!