and I'm going nuts! Yesterday, for some reason, I didn't feel like doing anything! I just kept googling and reading blogs. Sorry I didn't update mine! I didn't really have much to write about though. I laid on the couch bundled up in two blankets, a beanie, gloves, and my new Ugg slippers, freezing, because our heater has been broken for almost the entire month of December (ours is 30 years old!)! We are FINALLY getting a new one installed Monday. As I'm typing this, my fingers feel like icicles, hence the other reason I didn't feel like sitting at the computer yesterday! I stayed on the couch searching Dr. Google for symptoms or lack there of at 7dp5dt. I admit it... I DO have a problem! I'm addicted to Google... until my BETA tomorrow!!!!!
Yup, that's right! I called today to see if they would change my Beta from Sunday to tomorrow! My original date was Saturday, the 1st, but their closed. So of course, they pushed me back. I talked some sense in them though. I know it will show either way tomorrow, New Years Eve! Tomorrow is technically 15 dpo, but we did the rescue ICSI, so it is now 14 dpo. There should (better) be some HCG in there! I am praying there is!!! Although, I totally do NOT feel pregnant (not that I know what that feels like!). Although my bb's are a little more sore today, and I feel a tinsy bit bloated. I was also having a lot of cramping yesterday... AF like. But, yes, I know, all P4 related!
If I'm not PG (But I am...positive thinking!), I will be able to drink some Champagne New Years! But I really want to be SOBER for the next YEAR! Please GOD!!!!
Tomorrow I'm going in early... like 730. The nurse said the earlier you come in, the earlier you'll get your results! So, C and i decided that we'll have her call my cell, but I'm NOT going to answer it. I will warn them of this tomorrow. I just can't bare listening to "I'm sorry..." alone! So, once I get the VM, I'm gonna go to his office, put the message on speaker phone so we can hear it together, good or bad.... PRAYING ITS GOOD!
So wish us luck and please pray for us (either way!). We want God's will for our lives always! Just hoping He's ready to give us our miracle!
Now to go warm up my icicles!! LOL
I forgot to say congrats to Uneggsplained!!! She is now VERY pregnant after her first IVF. So happy for her! Go over and give her a congrats!